one step after another. i feel like i'm gliding in the air, my feet barely caressing harsh reality. silence all around, so much so i can feel my own heartbeat drumming in my ears, like the drumbeat of war.a war i wage against myself; contradictory feelings clashing, old emotions dying and new ones arising. i still don't know who the winner will be, still defining who it is i want to be.

one step after another. i feel like i'm gliding in the air, my feet barely caressing harsh reality. silence all around, so much so i can feel my own heartbeat drumming in my ears, like the drumbeat of war.a war i wage against myself; contradictory feelings clashing, old emotions dying and new ones arising. i still don't know who the winner will be, still defining who it is i want to be.
come on, let's take a walk.


- pick battles small enough to win, big enough to matter -



yes, yes, that is my foot :)

Ok so many have now wondered what happened to my blog, where the other articles are, so I guess it's my duty (haha xD) to explain myself.
No those articles that you cannot see aren't deleted.
Yes they are put offline.
And yes it was done for a reason.
Truth is in the past year a lot happened. Yeah yeah those who don't know the details will probably be thinking "Everyone goes through shit, this can't have been different." Maybe, maybe not. I can't judge what others have been through, but I can tell you this: all the stuff that I did, that I found out or that was done to me, all the bad stuff along with the good, has kinda changed my view on my blog. I'm aware it hasn't shown much on the pages of this blog, but online diaries have accompanied my everyday life for a few years so it's been hard to disconnect. Anyway, now it has happened, I am not inspired anymore, I don't know what to write about, what pictures to post. I'm not lost per se... But now I've found some happiness and balance with him and my friends, now I've seen what ups and downs one can go through, my blog seems futile and can only possibly ever scratch the surface of my life. People come and comment, people I know well and people I don't. But those I do know well are my friends and they alone know how serious things have been, and how happy I am now (yayz, 2 days to go, not counting today! <345) so they won't really need my blog to have insight.
The most probable thing that will happen is that this article will be updated once in a while, with something more or less personal, along with an old article that might pop up once in a while. And also I might post some pictures once in a while, mostly of friends and happy events :)
I am now off to continue my project and finish packing,
Love you all,
Vans

UPDATE
So yeah people have asked, I will put up old articles again if you ask, just for a little while :)
None are deleted, I don't have the heart to do so yet xD
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# Posté le dimanche 29 avril 2007 12:31

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End of ze world

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yes.
our sorry species is one of Nature's silly mistakes.
that and weeds.
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# Posté le dimanche 29 avril 2007 13:55

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j'ai coup de foudré ♥

j'ai coup de foudré ♥
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Do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk by again?


because despite the known existence of certain agents of the devil,
i dare to think someone will come along.

* I've lost my phone number, can I have yours? *
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# Posté le dimanche 29 avril 2007 14:58

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Pourquoi?

Pourquoi?
Pourquoi ne pas partager
Le temps d'une soirée
Une flamme, une passion
Sans grande union?


Pourquoi se jurer pour toujours
Alors que les vrai feux
Chauffés au four
Finissent dans un trou, en adieux?


Un amour vrai et heureux
C'est rare, c'eat beau
Mais attendre qu'il vienne, sa presse!
C'est attendre la pluie en pleine sécheresse...

je ne pouvais m'empêcher de refaire cet article. Tous droits réservés.
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# Posté le dimanche 29 avril 2007 15:41

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English paper

English paper
With over 6.000 languages and dialects in the world today, a handful seems to be more commonly spoken than others. Over time, English has become a must for any traveler, no matter the country he or she is in. The impact of this highly influential language has only just begun over shading the rest.


The numbers of English-speakers increase faster and faster, mostly because society pushes towards anything that is quicker; by sharing a single language, communication is easier, no time is wasted because of misunderstandings, transactions are made faster and so on.

Even in countries that don't have English as an official language, most can speak it more or less fluently. This is due to the fact that, whatever one's occupation is, it is most of the time necessary to understand and talk to colleagues, students, clients etc... because it is the only language in common. This is especially true for people working in tourism, a rising industry today.

Nature itself is based on diversity; it is how fauna and flora have managed to survive and develop over time. The same principle applies to humans. Man's true wealth lies in the variety of cultures that co-exist without clashing or destroying one another. Remove differences such as languages and you find yourself in a mono-lingual society. This will eventually lead to our undoing, because we would then no longer be adapted to our home and environment. Instead, the globalization of English or any other language can deprive people from their cultural backround and identity.


The English language is, in a way, taking over the world: several hundred million speakers world-wide, and a persistent extinction of dialects. To solve this problem, people should be encouraged to learn other languages as well, and not content themselves with the currently most practical one. Of course, nothing is as simple as that, but if nothing is done, we might one day find ourselves all grouped under a single language and culture, living in a monotone environment.
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# Posté le dimanche 29 avril 2007 15:50

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